hello loves././.

how are all of yall? hopefully great...me on the other hand life could be so0o much better...you'd think hey there's gotta be one thing that you can think of that makes you happy even if everything else doesn't....and i'd have to say that would be ashley and kelsey ((together its one,ok?)) but any ways...everything else ((excuse me)) is shit...and i rarely cuss ((sometimes)) but that means its awful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

boys...school...family...cheerleading...life.....me...is awful// and right about now i wish i had gotten rid of something a llooooooong time ago!//

and so0o this week has been bad...but also there was one thing that moved me...and lol it was sex class...haha weird i know../././././. but even though it was just about sex and all that good stuff...it made me realize i want to change everything in my life to be better && and i am talking about everything....i most of all want to become more self confident in everything i do((which by the way is my new years revolution plus stuff about boys...)) and that'll have to be the h.a.r.d.e.s.t. thing ever for me....no joke!// so0o i've spent this whole weekend basically crying,,yes i am a cry baby//but i can't help i am emotional lol././.. and i decided that i am not crying over anything ANY MORE unless something tragic happens....and there i think i am  done! and when you see me again lol i will be HAPPY! actually really happy not fake happy!//

i love you all soooooooooooooooooooooooo much!

 it's official...xanga is just old news./././.

i have a new love...myspace..baby!//

well nothing tooo big going on...life is that same...i hate effin school ((the work))

schedule got changed lovin' it!

that certain some1 and that certain problem with that person...i'm over it!

umm....me and mo get to sit out of 2 games...sucks//but o0o well i'm glad i'm not alone on this...//

well leave muchos of comments!!

ok... well so0o i probably shouldn't be talking about this on here....but what the heck?.......

well ok....have you just had this great big temptation to do something you really shouldn't? and no i am not talking about drugs or drinking or any of that bad stuff....i'm talking boys.....

well ok...to be honest ugh...i am just so0o confused! and i'm not suppose to be because i already have what i need...or at least what i "think" i need....

and last night i think i had the hardest time with it// but i sort of let go of what was confusing me...cuz i felt like it was the best thing because i don't want anything bad to come.... but even though i feel like it was the right thing...why is it bothering me so0o bad????????

and i know this must be SUPER confusing cuz yes, it is to me too. but i just lost one of my best friends............. and it really is sad! and i needed to get that off my mind...// and ummmmmmm....don't ask what it is really about cuz i won't tell ya! lol...j/k.........

well on brighter sides of life....i have a myspace...get excited!//yes it is grand!lol....well tonight is New Year's Eve and i think its probably going to stink for me...maybe..//just with my luck it will!////////

well guess who i love??

guess?

guess?

Kelsey Rae Mauck!// she's a doll...we're becoming closer....slooowly..lol

but do you know who i love the most?

guess

guess

Ashley Marie Meeks!//

well i'm going to go!!!!!!!!!!

Hey there!//

well ummm i have had a pretty good break...//

~i've gotten to sleep in every day!

~i have ((number one thing)) gotten to eat a lot!

~i've been with all my friends and other people.....//

nothing too much has happened...last night all of us ((len,mo,ash,tor)) went to hickory falls to eat because tori's grandmother and aunt came in from arizona and we've never met them before..her grandma is only like 40 something and her aunt is 17 and she's really pretty..then they all went to wild horse i believe but i didn't really feel like going because i've been there many times...so0o its just nothing new right now..//but tonight...Kels and her mom are coming to get us and we're going to Coach De's and we're having our christmas party...it should be fun...all of us...lol we won't be in place in that big house....but o0o well we just might...brake a couple of things...but any ways...i have to go...bout to go to the TB...but love you....((i'll put pics on later))

<3 & m <3

//Lys....

         Hey loves...

well i don't have much to say//but its been a very hectic/crazy week!//shopping...shopping...and more shopping!//but i can not belive its already Christmas Eve...and tomorrow is Christmas!!//yay..well i don't have much to say..but i hope you all have a very lovely Christmas...and BE SAFE!!//

<3 & m <3

christmas was wonderful...got what i wanted// straightener and loads of clothes!..other stuff too but any ways..i hope yall had a splendid day!// can't wait until New Year's....blair's and lol i get to stay the night...but NO ideas because there's going to be like 15 other people there too and so0o ok..nothing going through yalls little minds..cuz i know you would think that!// but i hope yall have a great rest of the break!!!!!!!!//

lol...ASH// why are we so0o0o0o0o0o0o00o0o0o weird right now./././././././././././././././././